My Beautiful Bylla

Some very Beautiful pictures of my baby girl, who is going to be "2" on the weekend !!!! She's all dressed for chruch !!!


this looks just like me when i was a kid

Bake A Cake

So my mother was over yesterday and helping me clean and i was up stairs working on a bunch of junk, and she was reading Sibylla and Lucious a Winnie the pooh book and in the book they were having a birthday party, so be for they were done the book, My sweet mother said, " who wants to make a birthday cake ?" and my kids went " YEAH". So ........ i found a old no name cake box mix and we made a cake. my mom taught my kids how to crack an egg, which was funny to watch and they hated the sound of the mixer, and we used a bunt cake pan, and made VERY blue icing, it looks very cool and tested very gross. But all in all it was fun to do !!!

I love that sibylla is the same color as the cake .

and here are some other pictures for the day.

2005/2007/2009

we always took pictures of the 3 of us, the day we left the hospital after having one of are kids. i can't believe how young i look with Lucious, me and jason were babies our self's, 17 and 21. and i was 19 when i has Sibylla and 21 with Elijah.


2005

2007

2009

A Blessed Week

what a wonderful week i had. I have been in my bible all week long, getting filled with the holy spirit, and hearing from God. I use to hate having to read my bible, but now a cant get enough of it, i am even pick it over my novels. CRAZY. but loving it. Monday me, jason, lucious wents to sozo, so that Lucious could be prayed over. and on Tuesday was the pray summit, which was AMAZING !!!! praying as a Church all together. wonderful night. Wednesday, my mom come over and we took the kids to DQ, there is a pic of it in my last post. Thursday was the hallelujah bash at the church, kids all get to dress up and there are games and singing. Lucious was thomas the train and sibylla was a purple fairy. and friday was swimming for Lucious, and Saturday we drove around well the kids slept and then went to jasons parents place, and today we have Church and then going to jasons parents place again. as always.
BEST PART'S OF THE WEEK :
-praying for Lucious
-going to the prayer summit
-playing sword fights with Lucious
-getting filled with the holy spirit
-going out with my mom to DQ
-taking the kids to the party at church
-singing my baby to sleep
-going swimming with Lucious
-driving around looking at houses with my hubby
-making "bad" jokes with my mother in law. ( so funny)
-coloring with my kids

Sibylla and Gamma

My mom came out to my place to day, and we always take the kids to DQ or Mc. D's, and sibylla doesn't like having her picture taken, but she took sure a nice one with her gamma, i think its so beautiful. and MOTHER...... i dont know why you dont like the colore of your eyes, there so pretty. i bet no one has eyes like you. Your one of a kind. I had a great day with you mommy. Love you !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCIOUS

It was my oldest son's birthday on the 17th. He is now 4 !!!

wow how the time just flys by. i remeber the day he was born as if it was yeaturday.

but he's growing up, and its going so fast. anyways we had a great time. thank you to everyone who came to the partyies. He loves his gifts. and a BIG thanks gose to lisa, who made his sweet looking hot wheels cake. it was great !!!

An update on everything

WOW its been a long time since i've came on my blog. Iam so busy with my kids and cleaning and cooking and we are looking to buy a house now. But right now my 2 older kids are at the baby sitters and my mom is over so well she is spending sometime with my baby, i can do some blogging. Iam going to put some pics from the past 3 weeks. We had a great thanks giving. lol i found out the my aunty is scared out of her plants of wood spoons. oh i had fun with that one.lol

my cousin jenny made a wonderful meal. It was a great time.


My poor bylla, she was playing with her older brother and jumping on the bed, and she fall and smashed her face in the head board. it got all purple and bleeding, i called jason home right away. i thought she broke her nose. but befor jason even got home she was trying to jump on the bed again. i didnt let her. i dont think the pain in her face came until later that night. but then 2 days later she go two big black eyes. poor baby girl !!! she still trys jumping on her bed.

Look how big my baby is !!! He smile's all the time now, it just lights up my day. He looks every where, he see things and loves to look at everything. just looking at his you can tell he is going to be so smart.

My sweet lucious, hes getting so big, his 4th birthday is next week. i can't belive it. He is turning in to be such a sweet caring young boy. and he loves the Lord. We went to a non-christan home for thanksgiving and he made all the kids hold hand at the table and prayed a blessing over the food. He always tells people that Jesus is in his heart. and that he is a friend of Jesus.

Thank you Lord for blessing me with my 3 wonderful children. I pray that they always wake with you and speak your name !!

God in the alley

I have read this book, God in the alley, by Greg Paul.

It's a powerful book on being and seeing Jesus in a broken world.

It's filled with heart-breaking story's. but on how our sins, our brokenness is redeemable.

an amazing book. one of my favorite line is this.

~~ Suffering without meaning is the path to despair. Suffering with meaning is the trail to glory, and Jesus is the pioneer on that trail. There's no place we can go that he hasn't been already. ~~

When the bible say's he died for our sin's, he really did. and thats for everyone. doesn't matter what you did, it's redeemable. Fully redeemable !!!

God is so good. I am so thankful that he forgave me and has set me free, and that freedom is there for everyone. Glory to God !!!!

A poem for all mother's

Just What Have You Done Today ??

I nursed a baby 'till he slept,

I held a toddler while she wept,

I played a game of hide and seek,

I squeezed a toy so it would squeak,

I pulled a wagon, sang a song,

Taught a child right from wrong.

What did i do this whole day through??

not much that shows, i guess its true.

Unless you think that what i've done

might be inportant to some one,

With bright blue eyes and soft blonde hair.

If this is true, i've done my share.

I got this poem out of ABOVE RUBIES.

www.aboverubies.org

Our new child

So sorry i haven't blogged, but i did have my 3rd child on Aug 28th. 35 hours of labour, 2 different hospitals, and a lot of drugs that didn't do anything but get me really high. lol and we got a beautiful baby boy !!!
Elijah was 7lbs and 14oz and 20 inchs at birth. Its been 3 weeks since then, and he's gotten so much bigger. he's around 9-10 lbs. He is such a good baby. iam loving every day. its almost easy er having 3 kids then it was having 2. lol. both Lucious and Sibylla love him. We are all doing so good. God spoke to me and jason and told us that he isn't done blessing us with children. so the plan to stop having kids, now has changed. and i couldn't be more happyer about it. iam so pumped about having more. jason too. i know a lot of people won't be happy about this but thats ok. i do as God has told me to do. and he will give me the strength i need to handle what people might say to me. I feel so happy and so blessed. Thank you Jesus for what you have planned for me and jason and our children.

A BIG SPIDER

OMG..........Last week in the morning i looked out my kids window and saw this really big spiders web, and it had dew all over it. it was beautiful. then again this morning when ariel and lucious were playing in there room, and saw the sun shinning on it and it was beautiful and looked big. i walked out of the room and ariel yelled for me to come back . I came back and looked out the window and there was the spider. OMG, IT WAS MASSIVE. i couldn't believe what i was looking at. It was so gross. The kids dont want to go back in there. i know iam going to have a very hard time trying to get lucious to go to sleep tonight. he HATES spiders. so do i, big ones like that. OMG. i took pics so have fun looking at them.

A girl's name.

We have finally agreed on a girls name we both love.

Tessa, will be the name if we have a girl.

it means Beloved by God.

Jason found it in the baby name book last night.

so there it is......only 4 more weeks to find out if were having

a Tessa or a Maximus. well see.....

All my tears

This song means alot to me. When i think about me dying, this song pops in my head.

and i hope people would feel better listening to it if i did die.

When I go, don't cry for me,In my Father's arms I'll be,

The wounds this world left on my soul, Will all be healed and I'll be whole.

Sun and moon will be replaced ,With the light of Jesus' face

And I will not be ashamed For my Savior knows my name.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away.

Gold and silver blind the eye, Temporary riches lie,

Come and eat from heaven's store,Come and drink, and thirst no more.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away

So, weep not for me my friends, When my time below does end.

For my life belongs to Him, Who will raise the dead again.

It don't matter where you bury me,I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, all my tear be washed away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHzcHW-xNC8

hear the song for your self.

A boy's name

ok so, jason and i finally can up with a boy's name we both like. and yes it is weird. lol

Maximus. We had thought of this name when i was pregnant with Lucious, but then jason came up with the name Lucious. lol but we both really like this name. so there it is. We have yet to find a girls name we both love but iam sure in time we will.

In our tent

We got a tent in i think April, and last night was the first night we slept in it.

we put it up 2 weeks ago, so we can play in there and what not, and i did try sleeping in there with lucious 2 weeks ago but we didnt have a air matures, and being 8 months pregnant and sleeping on the grown dosent work so good. i made it to about 11pm and then came in and jason went and got lucious. But yesterday i got a queen size air matturse and we all slept in the tent for the first time. me and jason slept on the air mattures and we had a little foo-ton mattures for the kids to sleep on, they didnt though, sibylla was in my arms and lucious on the other side of me and then jason beside lucious. wow, that wasn't going to work for me. so about after 10 mins of then sleeping we moved then to there bed. every one slept but me, i had to get up to pee and the air in the mattures come loss and my butt was on the cold grown, and then my stupid cat tryed jumping on top of the tent, hopefully there are no holes now. and then had to pee again. lol i just held it till morning. but we all woke up to the sun on us,( jason didnt like that) and we all were together. i loved that. poor sibylla's eye was crushed shut. we played for a bit and then i took the kids in the have some breakfast and jason stayed in the tent to sleep some more. which i dont mind because its FATHER'S DAY !!!!! It's going to be a great day.

No name's

No Name

There is only 6 more weeks till my due date, and we don't have a name.
With both our other children we had names picked out along before this time, and its not my fault, jason wont agree to anything. He has 1 girl name he likes and 1 boy name, that is such a joke, i would NEVER name my son it !!!

Jason's name's : Girl - Vanessa ( which i don't mind)
Boy - Sosipater ( which i HATE )
Try changing the "s" to a "m" and rhyming !!!
LOL

My names are different but so is Lucious and Sibylla, so they have to sound weird but not like Sosipater !!

Heather's name's
Number one Girl's name picked : Hazel - which is Jason's great-grandmother's name.
Number one boy's name picked : Ezra - its in the bible.

Other Girl name's Heather like's :

Bonnie ( her nick name would be bunny)
Ciara
Coral
Eden
Hannah
Jazmin
Willow
Lucy

Other boy name's Heather like's :
Joan
Felix
Wesley (number 2 name )
Tucker
Marcus
Maddox
Kane
Josiah

I showed Jason this list and he said he didn't like any of these name's.
I hate not having a name picked out.
My sister in law had her baby yesterday, 4 weeks before her due date.

( He's doing ok )

But that could happen to us too. It did with sibylla, we had her 5 weeks before my due date, But we knew what her name was as soon as she came out.
I want time for the name to set in and be a for sure thing before the baby come's.

Men are so difficult.
　
　

White Beauty

We rent a house that is on a farm, 52 ace rs and there our around, 6 horse's there. and about 2 weeks ago, one of the girl horse's had a beautiful white baby boy. He is sooo pretty, he kind looks like a deer to me. but really big strong legs. Iam so happy that hes here, Our land-lord said he's going to sell him and i want to buy him but iam sure Jason won't do that for me.

Anyways here are some pic of the cutie, that i "named" Banana's.

Over the years

This is the only pic of me and jason kissing at the "i do's"
and yes we got married on a coach.

This was mine and Jason's wedding.

we got married on Jan 21, 2005.

I was 16 and Jason was 20.

and i wouldn't change anything about us getting married.
God had great timing because........

On the night me and jason got married,

we got pregnant.lol

and on oct 17th,2005 we had Lucious paul-Irvin Unrau

.8lbs and 10 oz and 21 inch long.

Love at first sight.

Here is Lucious at one year. such a beautiful boy.
We were so happy, having Lucious was one of the best things we ever did.

We try ed for 7 months to get pregnant again, and on April 20 2007 i found out
i was pregnant and i was due Christmas of 2007.

but on nov 22 my water broke and i had to get to the hospital.
5 weeks early, Sibylla viola-lynn Unrau come into the world at 6lbs and 14oz and 20 inch long

wonderful gift from God.


Our prefect family of 4. and ya i know me and jason

make such beautiful children.

ohh.......but a surprise come to us on nov 20, 2008.

We are now having our 3rd child. we had only

wanted 2 but God had other plans, witch were totally fine with.

i am due augs 4 2009. and that only 8 more weeks from now.

Sweet Rain

I love days like today. woke up in a good mood, had breakfast with the kids, watched the rain come down. Lucious and Sibylla and me colored, Lucious turned his pencil crayons in to swords, witch i didnt like because i just got him all new pencil crayons,markers and crayons. but he did colored some dinosaur's in his book. Lunch time came and i feed the kids and then put sibylla to sleep. I have stopped putting Lucious down for naps, because he wakes up at like 12am and comes in our bed and with me being 7 months prago, that isn't going to work, so we end up having to yell at poor lucious to go to bed, most of the time i have to get out a of bed and bring
him back to his room. so not putting him for an afternoon nap makes him more tired at night and then he sleeps though the nigh. ANYWAYS................

lol when i put sibylla down, me and lucious went and played out side, it was really nice, he played and i read my book, then we played baseball, he liked to pitch so i was trying to hit the ball. i saw that big black clouds were coming in, so we came in and i was going to read to lucious but sibylla woke up. by now thunder and lighting were going crazy and rain was falling really hard and the hail come too. the kids were just glued to the window, in complete aw of what was happening outside. It all lasted about 10-15 mins, and when it stoped i looked out side and the sun was out and there was water in the drive way, and thought, why not, lets go play out side. and we all went out and played in the water that was everywhere, it was getting really warm out and then a smaller black cloud come over us and it started to rain again, but we stayed out side anyways.
the clouds moved out of the suns way but we still over us so it was raining and the sun was shining on us. i felt so good and happy right there, watching on kids having such fun with just water, God gives us good gifts, such as rain and the sun. Sibylla ended up being naked running around, got really mud, but she was having so much fun. we were out there for a long time, until a wind come that started blowing us away, so we had to go inside.

Hope tomorrow is beautiful like today, I love watching my kids having so much fun out side.
here are some pics of the day.
thank you Jesus for your gifts.

They got a lot more dirty then the pic's show,

but they took off there cloths, so iam not going to show those ones.

They had so much fun.

What a prefact day !!!!

Wow, was today a great day. Plus 19 i think it was out here. and me and the kids played outside. At first i was baking and making the house even more hotter then what it was before, and Lucious was outside but he just stayed where i could see him. When my cinnamon buns were raising, me and Sibylla went outside to join Lucious. it was fun, the sun was so nice and there was a light warm breeze in the air. It was so lovely. I cleaned out my little garden and played ball with the kids. then my silly Sibylla sticked both her hands in a bucked of moter oil. Its been sitting outside for 2 years and i have been telling Jason to get rid of it, but he never did. so i had to bring sibylla in and wash her up. It didn't come off ever good, but using dish soap helped a lot. then we went back out for just a little, then come in for lunch and then had naps. When we got up we went back outside and Lucious and me were playing baseball and for a 3 year old that hasn't been playing all winter, he did very good. he hit the ball over my head. and sibylla found her self a patch of mud that the ground hogs lift behind, and got her self nice and muddy. then i showed her where the water was and she played in the water. time went by really fast because the next thing i notice is jason coming down the drive way. we are went walking down the drive way, jason wanted to fix it because of all he mud and water, its a really big mess, and Lucious helped dig the mud and sibylla played in it. she sat in the mud and her legs were completely covered in mud and she fall a couple of times too. but our ditch had some water in it and she played in that too. i had to carry her back to the house though. i think she might have gotten to much sun, she doesn't seem to be feeling good. shes crying a lot. But over all it was a Great day, Jason is soon going to BBQ some burgers. sweet!!!

My great day !!!

I had a great day with my kids. they were so good today, well right now lucious is punching me, and iam not liking that. Oh my Goodness, did you know that when your fire alarm goes off, if you dont turn it off right away ( of course meaning your House isnt on fire) that it gets louder and louder. my goodness that was crazy. anyways, i dont know why it would have been such a great day, because i cleaned the enter time. but i had fun doing it. I cleaned my table, witch hasn't been cleaned in months, and i but my table cloth on it witch i haven't put on in over a year. but the kids love it, Lucious thinks its a tent now and plays under the table, he even had lunch under there. we watched very little t.v today witch is not like us at all. we had music on most of the day.

well we were cleaning Sibylla was able to find 2 soothers that have been missing for months. so iam really happy about that. I took apart the top of my stove and clean all the stuff there, so its really pretty now. Then we all went for naps, sibylla always goes down really good, and i lay down with lucious in my bed, and it takes about 15-20mins to get he to fall fully asleep, but today it took over an hour. and he only slept 1 hour. all well. I realized something though when we were laying down. I always loved laying down with lucious for naps, its always funny, at first he always tells me " mom, dont hold me " so i stop holding him. but as he falls asleep, he always says "mom, can you hold me " and i always do. this is really special to me. because he wont always want to snuggle. and i realized that i wont be able to do that with him come augs, because the baby will be here. thinking about it well holding him made me really sad. But time has to change. I'll have God and jason to help me through if iam having a hard time with it.

We just got home now from getting the mail and getting a new broom and some food from the store and of cour es washing the car. the kids are so nosey in the car. Mine and Jason's ears always hurt when were in the car because the kids always sing or "shot" stuff.
Right now Jason is trying to fix our drive way, i dont think its going to work, what ever he trying to do out there. Our drive way is full of water and mud and its just a mess every where. and plus its going to be melting soon so i dont know the point in trying to fix it. all well. its getting dark so iam sure he'll be in soon.
well its 8pm so iam going to be put my kids to bed and go have a nice hot shower. maybe i'll be able to get Jason to join me. :)

5 Kids all at play.

Well today i have my two kids and my sister-in-law's 3 kids are here.
and my house is very small so there isn't alot of room to run around.
but they seemed to have fun anyways. the girls loved playing on the pink
horse we have and the boys were having fun playing wii and playing guns.
(boys lol) we enjoyed pizza pops for lunch, well me and arile had tomato sandwich's.
right now rayray,lucious and arile are outside playing in the snow and making snowman. and kahlan is playing in the living room and my poor sibylla is standing on a chair watching out the window at the other kids outside. next year she should be able to go outside with them without me. rayray is trying to be a big helper today. she wants to wash my dish's but i dont know, i dont want her to break anything and iam not sure if they would come out clean. I dont even like Jason washing the dishs. anyways i thought this day would be hard and loud and just to much for me, but it turned out to be a great day. the kids were great.



ALL 5 OF THEM.


RAYRAY AND SIBYLLA ROCKING.

YES, THAT WOULD BE SIBYLLA'S SMILE. SHE LOVES TAKING PICTURES.



the kids making a snow man.

Iam not in the mood for writing , but i do want to show off my pics of my beautiful children.

13th -14th century Torah Scroll

13th -14th century Torah Scroll An extremely important scroll of utmost rarity; the earliest example of the complete Yemenite Pentateuch tradition
Containing the text of the Pentateuch and written by hand on specially prepared animal skins by a trained scribe, the Torah Scroll is the most sacred ritual artifact of the Jewish faith. The execution of a ritually fit scroll depends on a great many factors. In addition to the rules concerning the materials to be used there are numerous requirements concerning the actual text of the Torah. These are authoritatively detailed in the Mishneh Torah, the comprehensive code of law written by Moses Maimonides in the 12th century. Among the issues Maimonides addresses are majuscular and miniscular letters, the shapes of particular letters, the formatting of specific sections of the biblical text, the layout of columns and certain individual lines, the demarcation of each paragraph as either "open" or "closed," the "dotting" of certain letters and the spelling of certain words as plene or defective. Maimonides cites the Aleppo Codex, written by the 10th century Masorete, Aaron ben Moses ben Asher as authoritative in all these matters.
Although Maimonides was highly respected by Jews the world over, his support of the Yemenite community resulted in his achieving an almost saint-like status. Consequently, Maimonides' halakhic rulings were venerated and adhered to with a particular passion amongst Yemenite Jews.
Title: Torah Scroll
Country of Origin: Yemen

Age: Scroll is undated but has been examined by experts and is estimated to have originated in the 13th-14th Century. Evidence for this includes style of Hebrew alphabetic characters, and the leather used.

Size: Scroll is approximately 20" high with 221 columns of 50-52 lines of text per column.

Condition: Wear includes some stains, a few unstable letters, expected breaks and age holes, antique letter repairs (to preserve kosher status), kosher minor small patches, some holes to edges, some tears, and a few places in which the ink is hard to read due to the darkened parchment. Includes several-hundred-year-old restoration marks. However, it is generally clear to read and considering age, wear is very minor. Most sheets are still tightly sewn together.

Description: Handwritten on red deer parchment called "gvil," this scroll has dark ink lettering and contains all five books of Moses, handwritten on the leather by one scribe, except for a few sheets which have been used as replacements throughout the years. Scroll is not a compilation, but is also not guaranteed to be kosher. The unusual letter shapes used to help determine the scroll's age include (1) Hebrew letter alef has different legs (2) Hebrew letters zain and nun has legs from the side (zain from the right) (3) Hebrew letter chet is the old Rashi style (4) Many double pei (5) No tags. A scroll with similar lettering style sold on Sotheby's in December 2007 for $193K. http://www.sothebys.com/app/live/lot/LotDetail.jsp?lot_id=159415173

Accompanied with - Certificate of Authenticity from the Christian Heritage Museum
An extremely important scroll of utmost rarity; the earliest example of the complete Yemenite Pentateuch tradition
Containing the text of the Pentateuch and written by hand on specially prepared animal skins by a trained scribe, the Torah Scroll is the most sacred ritual artifact of the Jewish faith. The execution of a ritually fit scroll depends on a great many factors. In addition to the rules concerning the materials to be used there are numerous requirements concerning the actual text of the Torah. These are authoritatively detailed in the Mishneh Torah, the comprehensive code of law written by Moses Maimonides in the 12th century. Among the issues Maimonides addresses are majuscular and miniscular letters, the shapes of particular letters, the formatting of specific sections of the biblical text, the layout of columns and certain individual lines, the demarcation of each paragraph as either "open" or "closed," the "dotting" of certain letters and the spelling of certain words as plene or defective. Maimonides cites the Aleppo Codex, written by the 10th century Masorete, Aaron ben Moses ben Asher as authoritative in all these matters.
Although Maimonides was highly respected by Jews the world over, his support of the Yemenite community resulted in his achieving an almost saint-like status. Consequently, Maimonides' halakhic rulings were venerated and adhered to with a particular passion amongst Yemenite Jews.
Title: Torah Scroll
Country of Origin: Yemen

The books i read.

I love to read. i never use to until...last year, and since then i have gone book happy and read over 15 books in one year. I love novels that hold you on the end of your set....well most of the time i do. there is one book i read that did put me at the end on my set but it was very dark. Ted Dekker, is one of my favorite author's and he is really good at telling the story, but he wrote a book called Adam, and that is the dark book i had talked about. I read it in 2-3 days, and i felt really weird after finishing Reading it. But i love some of his other books. like the lost books ( 4 books all together) very good. and iam looking forward to reading his newest book Boneman's daughters. Right now iam reading angela hunt's books. she is very good story teller as well, just her books are more about the heart matters and Ted dekker is a hold your breath kinda author.

I have read Angela's book unspoken, very very good. it made me cry. and no book has ever made me cry. I read that in 1 week. right now iam reading another one of her books, that iam finding it very hard to read . The pearl. This woman loses her 5 year old son in an accented and shes telling the story, when there at the funalr and how she is acting...every time i stop reading, and i put my book down. i think about my sweet little boy, and i have a mind that wonders sooo much, and i start thinking about , what if that would happened to my Lucious. i started crying my eyes out thinking, at Lucious funeral all i could say is how every day he would pray that Jesus would play transforms with him, and that he would be having the time of his life with Jesus playing his games with him. i cred so much that i went and claimed in bed with him and held him. Praying that i dont lose my son. I think iam going to hold off on reading anymore of that book and go get another one. witch is fine...Angela Hunt has a lot of books out.

anywho....until next time.