Wii Fit Update

I have had my Wii Fit now for 40 days. i have only missed 10 days in those 40 days.
my last post about my Wii Fit, i had said that i couldnt break that 40 MBI (109 kg), and now i have, i am now 39 MBI almost 38, (107-106 kg). I am pumped. My dead line is july 13 2010 and my goal weight is for that time, is 36 MBI. so i am hoping i can do this. and stick with it, its soooo hard not eating junk. i have been caving in sometimes. mostly with pepis and chip's and the things i bake. i LOVE to bake with chocolate. and i love even more to eat it. i made Jason a chocolate whipped pudding pie for father's day, and its been starring at me all day now.
i have been trying to eat more fruit and veggies but its just not filling, i want bread and meats. lol this is so hard to do. so many times i want to give up and stuff my face. But i have to do this for my kids. i see them turning in to me and doing everything i am doing. and i dont want them to have this hardship of being over weight,(i dont think they could be over weight even if they tryed, there unrau's) lol i have to do some more research about what i can eat that will fill me and that is healthy, Let me know if you know of anything !!! Thanks for stopping by, God bless !!! I'll write again about My Wii work is going in 2 weeks. till then !!!!!

New Things

So i live in a little town and my internet sucks, and won't let me post any pic's, so i am now at my mom's place and i can put some pic's on my blog that i have been wanting to share with every one. First Jason has become really good at wood working. he builded a well and a child size picknick talbe. i am so prode of him. and he loves doing it too.

And another thing was that i cut sibylla's hair for the first time. she is almost 3 years old and she is always getting big knots in her hair so i cut it. it was really hard for me to do, because it was so beautiful, but i knew i had to because it was hurting her.

And poor Lucious, he has 2 bad teeth and we tryed to take him to the dentise 3 times to fix it and he freaks out so now we have to put him under to fix them and, but last time when they tryed, they gave him frezzing in his mouth and he started to chew on his lower lip because he couldn't feel it and oh did he bite off a big peice of his lower lip and it got big and fat. Poor Lucious.

Beautiful Jesus

This past week i have been feeling so down and just wanted to go in my room and read my novel, and be left alone. last week we didn't go to church because i was sick and that effected me more then i thought it would. come friday i was feeling so depressed and hopless and didn't want anyone around me and then i heard jason praying for lucious, and something about that pray that stir something in me and i started to cry and when jason come in the room he prayed over me and the Holy Spirit spoke into me and the love of christ washed over me and i felt him talking to me again so strongly and powerfuly. after jason prayed we went and watched a church service we have on dvd and that spoke to me too. God was trying so hard to get a hold of me and last night at Church i just fall into his arms and worshiped with all my might and my hands were in the air all through the songs and i was in the front row, so for all i knew i was the only one with my hands in the air, but at the time i didnt care, it was just about me and Jesus. and the message was powerful and hit home with me. that i wasn't giving God my energy and time. this morning i woke up with a new hope and a new joy, and i got up and put priase and worship on (i always put my tv on first thing) and i singed to God and he pour his love and joy into me. i think i know what iam doing every morning now!!!! Glory to God forever !!!

It's Not Working !!!!!!!!

So i have had my Wii Fit Plus for 2 weeks now and i have not lost one lb !!!!
I haven't missed one day and i work out 30 mins a day and i am always sweating after and NOTHING !!! I watch what i eat now and i work out, out side of the wii fit. Why haven't i lost any weight. My MBI is 40.24, this morning and it has stayed in the 40 range, never 39 or 41 just 40 ish, and my goal is to get my MBI to 36 by the end of june. and this rate it dosen't look like its going to be happending. I am not giving up, i just hope that i start to see the weight come off, that all my hard work isn't for nothing. but you know i sure can feel my body getting stronger and tighter Wow my legs are super tight now !!! I am pumped about that.
Well i will give another repart about the weight lost project in another 2 weeks. Till then chow !!!

Prayer Summit

The pray Summit was last night and wow was it powerful.
Every one could feel the love of Christ flowing through the whole room. every one heard from God in a wonderful way. Even just thinking about it brings tears of joy to me.
I was parted with my cousin in law and a woman who sell's me flowers.
oh and Guess what, for the people who go to southland.......Ray Yoder is preaching the whole message next weekend!!! He has never done a message befor at southland, and his dad is flying all the way out to see his boy preach !!!
so nothing is going to keep me from going next weekend. bring the camara !!
I have fallen so in love with SouthLand, it is home to me and i love everyone there. Pastor Ray ( Duerksen ) has teached so many good thing to grow us all, but i see him do things, last night we were singing a song and well the music was going every one went up to take Communion
and we all went up and went to back to our set's and standing singing, and i saw pastor Ray serveing the band with the cup of jucie and a peice of bread. there were about 13 people on stage playing music for us and he served them all, it brough so much joy to me, and i could feel the love of Christ all around that buliding. Pastor Ray trully has the Heart of the Father !!
Thank you SouthLand for always bring there for me and for trully following what Jesus wants this Church to go. Thank you Jesus for making your bride beautiful and showing us how to be spotless, and thank you for the wonderful Gifts from the Holy Spirit !!
God Bless SouthLand !!!

Wii Fit Plus

We got a Wii Fit Plus on Friday. I decided to loss the weight i have put on over the years. when i was 16 i was 110 and now at 22 i am 218, and last month i had told every one that i like being over weight and i like how i look, which is true, i do like how i look, but i am always very tired and and laying down and the kids are always seeing that, and on Friday Lucious has pre-school and we walk there, only a 10 min walk, and on the way back Lucious was saying how tired he is and when we got home he lay ed down, and i so did i, and i ask him to get me something or do something and he is now always telling me that he is to tired and his back hurts. He is starting to say everything i am saying, and i realized on Friday that i am bringing him into lazyness and not helping him be active and enjoying life, so i decide to loss my weight and get active with him. so when jason got home from winnipeg, i made him go back there and get a Wii Fit, and i have been working out like crazy. and Lucious loves to work out on there too. and i started mowing the lawn, which is a work out all in its self. and last night jason bought me new running shoes and were fixing my bike tonight. I've only had the Wii Fit for 5 days and i have noticed such a big differences. i haven't lost any weight yet but i have more energy to do sooo much stuff. and i am having so much fun. My Short term goal is 20 lbs in 2 months. My Long time goal is to get down to my proper size for my height and age, which is around 125 lbs. i have a long run a head of me but playing over in my mind, how Lucious was acting is so worth it. and Having Such an amazing husband that is supporting me is a get bonus !!

RESTORED

RESTORED, is a book i am reading right now. My mother in law is leaning it to me.
Its about taking back your freedom we have in Christ. and Holding strong on to the Cross.
Not letting the devil have any part of your.
I am on chapter 4. Letting go of bitterness and unforgivness.
i thought that i have dealed with a lot of my forgiving people but going throught the spets really showed me that i was blocking some memoiers and i just didn't think they had any hold on me, but Jesus showed them to me. I still have work to do in the area of forgiving.
Here are some really good passages for the book.
"Nobody can fix there past, but by the Grace of God we can be free from it."
and i love this one. "Bitterness is like swalloing posion and hoping the other person die's"

I am really enjoying this book, and i highly recommend it. It's called Restored by, Neil T. Anderson.

Last thought : In your steps of forgiving others, remember to forgive your self !!!
Everyone fall's short of God Glory, but not so short that his hand is still right there to help you back up. He DIED so that he could forgive you, just by you asking, and he can heal your heart of the hatered and bitterness you have towareds your self. Let go and Let God !!!!

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