God in the alley

I have read this book, God in the alley, by Greg Paul.

It's a powerful book on being and seeing Jesus in a broken world.

It's filled with heart-breaking story's. but on how our sins, our brokenness is redeemable.

an amazing book. one of my favorite line is this.

~~ Suffering without meaning is the path to despair. Suffering with meaning is the trail to glory, and Jesus is the pioneer on that trail. There's no place we can go that he hasn't been already. ~~

When the bible say's he died for our sin's, he really did. and thats for everyone. doesn't matter what you did, it's redeemable. Fully redeemable !!!

God is so good. I am so thankful that he forgave me and has set me free, and that freedom is there for everyone. Glory to God !!!!

A poem for all mother's

Just What Have You Done Today ??

I nursed a baby 'till he slept,

I held a toddler while she wept,

I played a game of hide and seek,

I squeezed a toy so it would squeak,

I pulled a wagon, sang a song,

Taught a child right from wrong.

What did i do this whole day through??

not much that shows, i guess its true.

Unless you think that what i've done

might be inportant to some one,

With bright blue eyes and soft blonde hair.

If this is true, i've done my share.

I got this poem out of ABOVE RUBIES.

www.aboverubies.org

Our new child

So sorry i haven't blogged, but i did have my 3rd child on Aug 28th. 35 hours of labour, 2 different hospitals, and a lot of drugs that didn't do anything but get me really high. lol and we got a beautiful baby boy !!!
Elijah was 7lbs and 14oz and 20 inchs at birth. Its been 3 weeks since then, and he's gotten so much bigger. he's around 9-10 lbs. He is such a good baby. iam loving every day. its almost easy er having 3 kids then it was having 2. lol. both Lucious and Sibylla love him. We are all doing so good. God spoke to me and jason and told us that he isn't done blessing us with children. so the plan to stop having kids, now has changed. and i couldn't be more happyer about it. iam so pumped about having more. jason too. i know a lot of people won't be happy about this but thats ok. i do as God has told me to do. and he will give me the strength i need to handle what people might say to me. I feel so happy and so blessed. Thank you Jesus for what you have planned for me and jason and our children.

A BIG SPIDER

OMG..........Last week in the morning i looked out my kids window and saw this really big spiders web, and it had dew all over it. it was beautiful. then again this morning when ariel and lucious were playing in there room, and saw the sun shinning on it and it was beautiful and looked big. i walked out of the room and ariel yelled for me to come back . I came back and looked out the window and there was the spider. OMG, IT WAS MASSIVE. i couldn't believe what i was looking at. It was so gross. The kids dont want to go back in there. i know iam going to have a very hard time trying to get lucious to go to sleep tonight. he HATES spiders. so do i, big ones like that. OMG. i took pics so have fun looking at them.

A girl's name.

We have finally agreed on a girls name we both love.

Tessa, will be the name if we have a girl.

it means Beloved by God.

Jason found it in the baby name book last night.

so there it is......only 4 more weeks to find out if were having

a Tessa or a Maximus. well see.....

All my tears

This song means alot to me. When i think about me dying, this song pops in my head.

and i hope people would feel better listening to it if i did die.

When I go, don't cry for me,In my Father's arms I'll be,

The wounds this world left on my soul, Will all be healed and I'll be whole.

Sun and moon will be replaced ,With the light of Jesus' face

And I will not be ashamed For my Savior knows my name.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away.

Gold and silver blind the eye, Temporary riches lie,

Come and eat from heaven's store,Come and drink, and thirst no more.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away

So, weep not for me my friends, When my time below does end.

For my life belongs to Him, Who will raise the dead again.

It don't matter where you bury me,I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, all my tear be washed away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHzcHW-xNC8

hear the song for your self.

A boy's name

ok so, jason and i finally can up with a boy's name we both like. and yes it is weird. lol

Maximus. We had thought of this name when i was pregnant with Lucious, but then jason came up with the name Lucious. lol but we both really like this name. so there it is. We have yet to find a girls name we both love but iam sure in time we will.