Our new child

So sorry i haven't blogged, but i did have my 3rd child on Aug 28th. 35 hours of labour, 2 different hospitals, and a lot of drugs that didn't do anything but get me really high. lol and we got a beautiful baby boy !!!
Elijah was 7lbs and 14oz and 20 inchs at birth. Its been 3 weeks since then, and he's gotten so much bigger. he's around 9-10 lbs. He is such a good baby. iam loving every day. its almost easy er having 3 kids then it was having 2. lol. both Lucious and Sibylla love him. We are all doing so good. God spoke to me and jason and told us that he isn't done blessing us with children. so the plan to stop having kids, now has changed. and i couldn't be more happyer about it. iam so pumped about having more. jason too. i know a lot of people won't be happy about this but thats ok. i do as God has told me to do. and he will give me the strength i need to handle what people might say to me. I feel so happy and so blessed. Thank you Jesus for what you have planned for me and jason and our children.

A BIG SPIDER

OMG..........Last week in the morning i looked out my kids window and saw this really big spiders web, and it had dew all over it. it was beautiful. then again this morning when ariel and lucious were playing in there room, and saw the sun shinning on it and it was beautiful and looked big. i walked out of the room and ariel yelled for me to come back . I came back and looked out the window and there was the spider. OMG, IT WAS MASSIVE. i couldn't believe what i was looking at. It was so gross. The kids dont want to go back in there. i know iam going to have a very hard time trying to get lucious to go to sleep tonight. he HATES spiders. so do i, big ones like that. OMG. i took pics so have fun looking at them.

A girl's name.

We have finally agreed on a girls name we both love.

Tessa, will be the name if we have a girl.

it means Beloved by God.

Jason found it in the baby name book last night.

so there it is......only 4 more weeks to find out if were having

a Tessa or a Maximus. well see.....

All my tears

This song means alot to me. When i think about me dying, this song pops in my head.

and i hope people would feel better listening to it if i did die.

When I go, don't cry for me,In my Father's arms I'll be,

The wounds this world left on my soul, Will all be healed and I'll be whole.

Sun and moon will be replaced ,With the light of Jesus' face

And I will not be ashamed For my Savior knows my name.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away.

Gold and silver blind the eye, Temporary riches lie,

Come and eat from heaven's store,Come and drink, and thirst no more.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away

So, weep not for me my friends, When my time below does end.

For my life belongs to Him, Who will raise the dead again.

It don't matter where you bury me,I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, all my tear be washed away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHzcHW-xNC8

hear the song for your self.

A boy's name

ok so, jason and i finally can up with a boy's name we both like. and yes it is weird. lol

Maximus. We had thought of this name when i was pregnant with Lucious, but then jason came up with the name Lucious. lol but we both really like this name. so there it is. We have yet to find a girls name we both love but iam sure in time we will.

In our tent

We got a tent in i think April, and last night was the first night we slept in it.

we put it up 2 weeks ago, so we can play in there and what not, and i did try sleeping in there with lucious 2 weeks ago but we didnt have a air matures, and being 8 months pregnant and sleeping on the grown dosent work so good. i made it to about 11pm and then came in and jason went and got lucious. But yesterday i got a queen size air matturse and we all slept in the tent for the first time. me and jason slept on the air mattures and we had a little foo-ton mattures for the kids to sleep on, they didnt though, sibylla was in my arms and lucious on the other side of me and then jason beside lucious. wow, that wasn't going to work for me. so about after 10 mins of then sleeping we moved then to there bed. every one slept but me, i had to get up to pee and the air in the mattures come loss and my butt was on the cold grown, and then my stupid cat tryed jumping on top of the tent, hopefully there are no holes now. and then had to pee again. lol i just held it till morning. but we all woke up to the sun on us,( jason didnt like that) and we all were together. i loved that. poor sibylla's eye was crushed shut. we played for a bit and then i took the kids in the have some breakfast and jason stayed in the tent to sleep some more. which i dont mind because its FATHER'S DAY !!!!! It's going to be a great day.

No name's

No Name

There is only 6 more weeks till my due date, and we don't have a name.
With both our other children we had names picked out along before this time, and its not my fault, jason wont agree to anything. He has 1 girl name he likes and 1 boy name, that is such a joke, i would NEVER name my son it !!!

Jason's name's : Girl - Vanessa ( which i don't mind)
Boy - Sosipater ( which i HATE )
Try changing the "s" to a "m" and rhyming !!!
LOL

My names are different but so is Lucious and Sibylla, so they have to sound weird but not like Sosipater !!

Heather's name's
Number one Girl's name picked : Hazel - which is Jason's great-grandmother's name.
Number one boy's name picked : Ezra - its in the bible.

Other Girl name's Heather like's :

Bonnie ( her nick name would be bunny)
Ciara
Coral
Eden
Hannah
Jazmin
Willow
Lucy

Other boy name's Heather like's :
Joan
Felix
Wesley (number 2 name )
Tucker
Marcus
Maddox
Kane
Josiah

I showed Jason this list and he said he didn't like any of these name's.
I hate not having a name picked out.
My sister in law had her baby yesterday, 4 weeks before her due date.

( He's doing ok )

But that could happen to us too. It did with sibylla, we had her 5 weeks before my due date, But we knew what her name was as soon as she came out.
I want time for the name to set in and be a for sure thing before the baby come's.

Men are so difficult.