I am a Bad Toothfairy !!!!!!!!

Lucious lost his 1st tooth about 2 weeks ago, and i just put it in a jar and was going to put it under his pillow later......and now it has been later, so last night i put his tooth in a little baggy and told him when you wake up look under your pillow and the tooth fairy will have left you money for your tooth. and Lucious went to bed all happy.
this morning as Jason was waking pass his room at 6am to go to work, Lucious call's to him and goes "dad.........it didn't work" We forgot to put money under his pillow. oh we felt so bad. i ask Jason if he had any money on him right now and he said he had $5, and i told him to go give that to him, but jason said that we will do that tonight,
but Lucious is taking it very good. he said he will try again to put his tooth under his pillow tonight. Jason and i are going to give him $2 but all in courters.
Hopefully next time we will be better Toothfairys.

OH MY GOD !!!

Have you ever said the words "Oh My God " ???
Jars of Clay wrote a powerful song about those words.


"Oh My God"

Oh my God, look around this place
Your fingers reach around the bone
You set the break and set the tone
Flights of grace, and future falls
In present pain
All fools say, "Oh my God"

Oh my God, Why are we so afraid?
We make it worse when we don't bleed
There is no cure for our disease
Turn a phrase, and rise again
Or fake your death and only tell your closest friend
Oh my God.

Oh my God, can I complain?
You take away my firm belief and graft my soul upon your grief
Weddings, boats and alibis
All drift away, and a mother cries

Liars and fools; sons and failures
Thieves will always say
Lost and found; ailing wanderers
Healers always say
Whores and angels; men with problems
Leavers always say
Broken hearted; separated
Orphans always say
War creators; racial haters
Preachers always say
Distant fathers; fallen warriors
Givers always say
Pilgrim saints; lonely widows
Users always say
Fearful mothers; watchful doubters
Saviors always say

Sometimes I cannot forgive
And these days, mercy cuts so deep
If the world was how it should be, maybe I could get some sleep
While I lay, I dream we're better,
Scales were gone and faces light
When we wake, we hate our brother
We still move to hurt each other
Sometimes I can close my eyes,
And all the fear that keeps me silent falls below my heavy breathing,
What makes me so badly bent?
We all have a chance to murder
We all feel the need for wonder
We still want to be reminded that the pain is worth the thunder

Sometimes when I lose my grip, I wonder what to make of heaven
All the times I thought to reach up
All the times I had to give
Babies underneath their beds
Hospitals that cannot treat all the wounds that money causes,
All the comforts of cathedrals
All the cries of thirsty children - this is our inheritance
All the rage of watching mothers - this is our greatest offense

Oh my God
Oh my God
Oh my God


Also look for it on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txqeyisb688

My Husband is so Mean !!!

Now iam going to rabbit trail a little and give you a little story be for i tell you what my husband said to me.
Jason is a joker, he makes jokes all the time and "thinks" he's the funnest. Now at Easter dinner at his parents place, we all set at the table to play a game of Apple's to Apple's,(super fun) all but Jason's brother David and his wife Crystal. they sat on the couch, snuggling. And were all making jokes about them going off to be "alone" !! and some one said "they could go to the barn"and someone else said "ya the sheep will keep them company" and Jason goes, 'will David is Scottish" (as to say he can have sex with a sheep because he's Scottish) i punched him in the arm for saying that, but he still thought it was soo funny. Anyways, last night we were in bed, and Jason is try to fool around and i said i was too tired to, and i joking said, "go find a goat you Scott's' man" and then he looked right at me and said "found one" !!!!!!
SO DIDN'T GO OVER GOOD !!! He's just killing him self laughing and iam trying to kick him out of my bed !!! I couldn't be live he would say that to me !!! LOL i still can't believe he said that to me. and yes he did later say he was sorry, but only with a big smile on his face !!

New Stuff

So lot's of stuff has happened.
Easter was amazing. check out www.mysouthland.com
and go to testimonies and its April 3-4 "cardboard testimonies"
so good. i cry every time i watch it.
there is an old man on there saying his wife will soon die...........she died the day after this was taken. But we all know that she is in the arms of her father.
so yesterday, i went for a walk with the kids, and it looked nice out and its was like 14 out and i went out in shorts and a tank top, and i locked my door and went for that walk. and then as i was walking i realized i dont have my keys. i know, so smart. lol so i was locked out for 2 hours, and it wasn't as warm as i thought it was. so i was cooled. but we sat in our porch and all our games are in the porch so we played games and we have a shelf out in the porch with snack food, so we had snacks too. so it wasn't so bad.
we had to take sibylla to the walk in last evening, she has pink eye. poor bylla.
and on Tuesday i took the kids to the dentist, and lucious has to get two fillings and its going to cost $600..i didnt think it would cost so much. its crazy.
there going to give him laughing gas but i dont think that going to help. i think we going to have to put him under. sadly. but i know other kids that had to do that.

101 IN 1001
# 56 is done, starting a game night with the kids, every Wednesday. the kids love to play the games.
#69 is done and on going, baking food for my mom to take to work. i baking muffins for her, and jason just bought my a texts muffin tin so i can make her jumbo muffins.

If i were.....

If I were a month, I’d be June.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Sunday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be 11am.
If I were a planet, I’d be Saturn.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be an Jelly fish.
If I were a direction, I’d be south.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a bed.
If I were a liquid, I’d be Ice tea.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a black onyx.
If I were a tree, I’d be a apple tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be measuring tape.
If I were a flower, I’d be a bleeding heart.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a blizzard.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Violin.
If I were a color, I’d be Blue.
If I were an emotion, I’d be Joyful.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a pinapple.
If I were an element, I’d be water.
If I were a car, I’d be a Honda.
If I were a food, I’d be lasanga.
If I were a place, I’d be an Island.
If I were a material, I’d be wool.
If I were a scent, I’d be after the rain in the air.
If I were an animal, I’d be a horse.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a smile.
If I were a song, I’d be The blessing by, john waller .
If I were a pair of shoes, flip-flops.

I coped this from my sister-in-law crystal and thought it looked fun. so i took out what she put in and put in my style !!
copy and paste it and try it for your self !!
ENJOY !!

101 in 1001 Completions

My 101 in 1001 list, number # 35 is half way done. its say's two outside door and we got it done on saturday, and jaosn is picking up our 2ed one today after work. the door we had didn't lock and dosen't close. so we are very happy we got this done.
# 60 is done,(tim cards for pan-handlers) well we bought the cards and just waiting to see pan-handlers/homeless ppl.
#95 new picture frams for the kids pic's, done and hugging in my living room !! looking great !!

I had pictures of our old door and our new one but, iam having a lot of trouble loading them, so i can't, sorry about that.

101 in 1001

The Mission:
Complete 101 preset tasks in a period of 1001 days.

The Criteria:
Tasks must be specific (ie. no ambiguity in the wording) with a result that is either measurable or clearly defined. Tasks must also be realistic and stretching (ie. represent some amount of work on my part).

Why 1001 Days?
Many people have created lists in the past – frequently simple goals such as New Year’s resolutions. The key to beating procrastination is to set a deadline that is realistic. 1001 Days (about 2.75 years) is a better period of time than a year, because it allows you several seasons to complete the tasks, which is better for organizing and timing some tasks such as overseas trips or outdoor activities.

101 in 1001

1. get down to 2 hours a week of TV
2. grow my nails longer
3. get down to 180 lbs
4. cut half of my chocolate out
5. get a van
6. get my full drivers
7. start doing yoga fitness
8. read the whole bible
9. read all of ted Decker books
10. get my scars removed
11. sign up to sing at church
12. get involved in the high school min
13. teach my kids the meaning of forgiveness
14. go out with just me and my dad
15. teach the truth to my grand parents
16. get Lucious in hockey and swimming
17. eating out only once a month
18. get Sibylla and Elijah a schooling fund
19. write a short story and get it published
20. have “the talk” with Lucious
21. stop drinking juice
22. give away half of Lucious' and Sibylla's toys
23. get my cat back
24. force my self to go to the dentist
25. get my belly button pierced
26. stop yelling at my kids
27. learn Hebrew
28. start always shopping at the MCC
29. rent movie's once a month
30. started praying every night with Jason
31. try ice wine
32. make a Christmas dinner on my own
33. have Elijah potty trained
34. paint my house
35. get 2 new out side doors
36. take the kids to a water-fall
37. take the kids to Oak Hammock Marsh
38. fast for 7 -14 days
39. make a legal will
40. go on a missions trip
41. sell the stuff we don't need
42. buy new dinner table chairs
43. get all my hair braided
44. get better Internet
45. make flower boxes for outside
46. have another baby :-)
47. get into a sport (tennis)
48. get new windows and siding on my trailer
49. start a RSP
50. design a dress
51. go white water rafting
52. make a new friend
53. pray for people I don't know
54. make chilli and brownies for the perk
55. have a day alone with each of my children
56. start a game night with the kids
57. let the kids cook and bake with me
58. make a behavior chart for lucious and Sibylla
59. support Jason through university
60. get Tim Horton's coffee cards for pan-handlers
61. help out at Shalom Missions
62. treat my mom to dinner and a movie
63. give Jason a back/head rub once a week
64. take the kids for a walk everyday
65. take the kids on a Winnipeg city bus
66. learn everything about JW'S
67. teach Sibylla not to poop in her underwear
68. get a new washer and dryer
69. make baking for my moms to take to work
70. go on a plane with Jason
71. get over my fear of spiders, by getting one
72. make Christmas shoes boxes
73. give blood
74. finish Sibylla scrapbook
75. start Elijah scrapbook
76. stop buying toys for my kids
77. get a new cell phone
78. start doing crafts with my kids
79. give to the food drive
80. plan a 50Th birthday party for my mom
81. try food I think sound gross
82. do star gazing with the kids
83. take down the wall paper in my kitchen
84. start a bible and pray night with the kids
85. get new curtains for the living room
86. stop being scared to call the cops, when I see people breaking the law
87. start playing computer games with Jason
88. read the 5 love languages to Jason
89. have family and friend BBQ in summer
90. buy 10 bibles and give them away
91. do my family tree at day break
92. see a real wolf, in person
93. learn CPR
94. go swimming once a month
95. get new picture frames for the kids
96. get a family picture taken
97. read some of the bible daily to my kids
98. take the kids camping
99. BBQ once a week
100. pray for others every day
101. spread the Word of God to my family