All my tears

This song means alot to me. When i think about me dying, this song pops in my head.

and i hope people would feel better listening to it if i did die.

When I go, don't cry for me,In my Father's arms I'll be,

The wounds this world left on my soul, Will all be healed and I'll be whole.

Sun and moon will be replaced ,With the light of Jesus' face

And I will not be ashamed For my Savior knows my name.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away.

Gold and silver blind the eye, Temporary riches lie,

Come and eat from heaven's store,Come and drink, and thirst no more.

It don't matter where you bury me, I'll be home and I'll be free

It don't matter where I lay, All my tears be washed away

So, weep not for me my friends, When my time below does end.

For my life belongs to Him, Who will raise the dead again.

It don't matter where you bury me,I'll be home and I'll be free.

It don't matter where I lay, all my tear be washed away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHzcHW-xNC8

hear the song for your self.

A boy's name

ok so, jason and i finally can up with a boy's name we both like. and yes it is weird. lol

Maximus. We had thought of this name when i was pregnant with Lucious, but then jason came up with the name Lucious. lol but we both really like this name. so there it is. We have yet to find a girls name we both love but iam sure in time we will.

In our tent

We got a tent in i think April, and last night was the first night we slept in it.

we put it up 2 weeks ago, so we can play in there and what not, and i did try sleeping in there with lucious 2 weeks ago but we didnt have a air matures, and being 8 months pregnant and sleeping on the grown dosent work so good. i made it to about 11pm and then came in and jason went and got lucious. But yesterday i got a queen size air matturse and we all slept in the tent for the first time. me and jason slept on the air mattures and we had a little foo-ton mattures for the kids to sleep on, they didnt though, sibylla was in my arms and lucious on the other side of me and then jason beside lucious. wow, that wasn't going to work for me. so about after 10 mins of then sleeping we moved then to there bed. every one slept but me, i had to get up to pee and the air in the mattures come loss and my butt was on the cold grown, and then my stupid cat tryed jumping on top of the tent, hopefully there are no holes now. and then had to pee again. lol i just held it till morning. but we all woke up to the sun on us,( jason didnt like that) and we all were together. i loved that. poor sibylla's eye was crushed shut. we played for a bit and then i took the kids in the have some breakfast and jason stayed in the tent to sleep some more. which i dont mind because its FATHER'S DAY !!!!! It's going to be a great day.

No name's

No Name

There is only 6 more weeks till my due date, and we don't have a name.
With both our other children we had names picked out along before this time, and its not my fault, jason wont agree to anything. He has 1 girl name he likes and 1 boy name, that is such a joke, i would NEVER name my son it !!!

Jason's name's : Girl - Vanessa ( which i don't mind)
Boy - Sosipater ( which i HATE )
Try changing the "s" to a "m" and rhyming !!!
LOL

My names are different but so is Lucious and Sibylla, so they have to sound weird but not like Sosipater !!

Heather's name's
Number one Girl's name picked : Hazel - which is Jason's great-grandmother's name.
Number one boy's name picked : Ezra - its in the bible.

Other Girl name's Heather like's :

Bonnie ( her nick name would be bunny)
Ciara
Coral
Eden
Hannah
Jazmin
Willow
Lucy

Other boy name's Heather like's :
Joan
Felix
Wesley (number 2 name )
Tucker
Marcus
Maddox
Kane
Josiah

I showed Jason this list and he said he didn't like any of these name's.
I hate not having a name picked out.
My sister in law had her baby yesterday, 4 weeks before her due date.

( He's doing ok )

But that could happen to us too. It did with sibylla, we had her 5 weeks before my due date, But we knew what her name was as soon as she came out.
I want time for the name to set in and be a for sure thing before the baby come's.

Men are so difficult.
　
　

White Beauty

We rent a house that is on a farm, 52 ace rs and there our around, 6 horse's there. and about 2 weeks ago, one of the girl horse's had a beautiful white baby boy. He is sooo pretty, he kind looks like a deer to me. but really big strong legs. Iam so happy that hes here, Our land-lord said he's going to sell him and i want to buy him but iam sure Jason won't do that for me.

Anyways here are some pic of the cutie, that i "named" Banana's.

Over the years

This is the only pic of me and jason kissing at the "i do's"
and yes we got married on a coach.

This was mine and Jason's wedding.

we got married on Jan 21, 2005.

I was 16 and Jason was 20.

and i wouldn't change anything about us getting married.
God had great timing because........

On the night me and jason got married,

we got pregnant.lol

and on oct 17th,2005 we had Lucious paul-Irvin Unrau

.8lbs and 10 oz and 21 inch long.

Love at first sight.

Here is Lucious at one year. such a beautiful boy.
We were so happy, having Lucious was one of the best things we ever did.

We try ed for 7 months to get pregnant again, and on April 20 2007 i found out
i was pregnant and i was due Christmas of 2007.

but on nov 22 my water broke and i had to get to the hospital.
5 weeks early, Sibylla viola-lynn Unrau come into the world at 6lbs and 14oz and 20 inch long

wonderful gift from God.


Our prefect family of 4. and ya i know me and jason

make such beautiful children.

ohh.......but a surprise come to us on nov 20, 2008.

We are now having our 3rd child. we had only

wanted 2 but God had other plans, witch were totally fine with.

i am due augs 4 2009. and that only 8 more weeks from now.

Sweet Rain

I love days like today. woke up in a good mood, had breakfast with the kids, watched the rain come down. Lucious and Sibylla and me colored, Lucious turned his pencil crayons in to swords, witch i didnt like because i just got him all new pencil crayons,markers and crayons. but he did colored some dinosaur's in his book. Lunch time came and i feed the kids and then put sibylla to sleep. I have stopped putting Lucious down for naps, because he wakes up at like 12am and comes in our bed and with me being 7 months prago, that isn't going to work, so we end up having to yell at poor lucious to go to bed, most of the time i have to get out a of bed and bring
him back to his room. so not putting him for an afternoon nap makes him more tired at night and then he sleeps though the nigh. ANYWAYS................

lol when i put sibylla down, me and lucious went and played out side, it was really nice, he played and i read my book, then we played baseball, he liked to pitch so i was trying to hit the ball. i saw that big black clouds were coming in, so we came in and i was going to read to lucious but sibylla woke up. by now thunder and lighting were going crazy and rain was falling really hard and the hail come too. the kids were just glued to the window, in complete aw of what was happening outside. It all lasted about 10-15 mins, and when it stoped i looked out side and the sun was out and there was water in the drive way, and thought, why not, lets go play out side. and we all went out and played in the water that was everywhere, it was getting really warm out and then a smaller black cloud come over us and it started to rain again, but we stayed out side anyways.
the clouds moved out of the suns way but we still over us so it was raining and the sun was shining on us. i felt so good and happy right there, watching on kids having such fun with just water, God gives us good gifts, such as rain and the sun. Sibylla ended up being naked running around, got really mud, but she was having so much fun. we were out there for a long time, until a wind come that started blowing us away, so we had to go inside.

Hope tomorrow is beautiful like today, I love watching my kids having so much fun out side.
here are some pics of the day.
thank you Jesus for your gifts.

They got a lot more dirty then the pic's show,

but they took off there cloths, so iam not going to show those ones.

They had so much fun.