No name's

No Name

There is only 6 more weeks till my due date, and we don't have a name.
With both our other children we had names picked out along before this time, and its not my fault, jason wont agree to anything. He has 1 girl name he likes and 1 boy name, that is such a joke, i would NEVER name my son it !!!

Jason's name's : Girl - Vanessa ( which i don't mind)
Boy - Sosipater ( which i HATE )
Try changing the "s" to a "m" and rhyming !!!
LOL

My names are different but so is Lucious and Sibylla, so they have to sound weird but not like Sosipater !!

Heather's name's
Number one Girl's name picked : Hazel - which is Jason's great-grandmother's name.
Number one boy's name picked : Ezra - its in the bible.

Other Girl name's Heather like's :

Bonnie ( her nick name would be bunny)
Ciara
Coral
Eden
Hannah
Jazmin
Willow
Lucy

Other boy name's Heather like's :
Joan
Felix
Wesley (number 2 name )
Tucker
Marcus
Maddox
Kane
Josiah

I showed Jason this list and he said he didn't like any of these name's.
I hate not having a name picked out.
My sister in law had her baby yesterday, 4 weeks before her due date.

( He's doing ok )

But that could happen to us too. It did with sibylla, we had her 5 weeks before my due date, But we knew what her name was as soon as she came out.
I want time for the name to set in and be a for sure thing before the baby come's.

Men are so difficult.
　
　

White Beauty

We rent a house that is on a farm, 52 ace rs and there our around, 6 horse's there. and about 2 weeks ago, one of the girl horse's had a beautiful white baby boy. He is sooo pretty, he kind looks like a deer to me. but really big strong legs. Iam so happy that hes here, Our land-lord said he's going to sell him and i want to buy him but iam sure Jason won't do that for me.

Anyways here are some pic of the cutie, that i "named" Banana's.

Over the years

This is the only pic of me and jason kissing at the "i do's"
and yes we got married on a coach.

This was mine and Jason's wedding.

we got married on Jan 21, 2005.

I was 16 and Jason was 20.

and i wouldn't change anything about us getting married.
God had great timing because........

On the night me and jason got married,

we got pregnant.lol

and on oct 17th,2005 we had Lucious paul-Irvin Unrau

.8lbs and 10 oz and 21 inch long.

Love at first sight.

Here is Lucious at one year. such a beautiful boy.
We were so happy, having Lucious was one of the best things we ever did.

We try ed for 7 months to get pregnant again, and on April 20 2007 i found out
i was pregnant and i was due Christmas of 2007.

but on nov 22 my water broke and i had to get to the hospital.
5 weeks early, Sibylla viola-lynn Unrau come into the world at 6lbs and 14oz and 20 inch long

wonderful gift from God.


Our prefect family of 4. and ya i know me and jason

make such beautiful children.

ohh.......but a surprise come to us on nov 20, 2008.

We are now having our 3rd child. we had only

wanted 2 but God had other plans, witch were totally fine with.

i am due augs 4 2009. and that only 8 more weeks from now.

Sweet Rain

I love days like today. woke up in a good mood, had breakfast with the kids, watched the rain come down. Lucious and Sibylla and me colored, Lucious turned his pencil crayons in to swords, witch i didnt like because i just got him all new pencil crayons,markers and crayons. but he did colored some dinosaur's in his book. Lunch time came and i feed the kids and then put sibylla to sleep. I have stopped putting Lucious down for naps, because he wakes up at like 12am and comes in our bed and with me being 7 months prago, that isn't going to work, so we end up having to yell at poor lucious to go to bed, most of the time i have to get out a of bed and bring
him back to his room. so not putting him for an afternoon nap makes him more tired at night and then he sleeps though the nigh. ANYWAYS................

lol when i put sibylla down, me and lucious went and played out side, it was really nice, he played and i read my book, then we played baseball, he liked to pitch so i was trying to hit the ball. i saw that big black clouds were coming in, so we came in and i was going to read to lucious but sibylla woke up. by now thunder and lighting were going crazy and rain was falling really hard and the hail come too. the kids were just glued to the window, in complete aw of what was happening outside. It all lasted about 10-15 mins, and when it stoped i looked out side and the sun was out and there was water in the drive way, and thought, why not, lets go play out side. and we all went out and played in the water that was everywhere, it was getting really warm out and then a smaller black cloud come over us and it started to rain again, but we stayed out side anyways.
the clouds moved out of the suns way but we still over us so it was raining and the sun was shining on us. i felt so good and happy right there, watching on kids having such fun with just water, God gives us good gifts, such as rain and the sun. Sibylla ended up being naked running around, got really mud, but she was having so much fun. we were out there for a long time, until a wind come that started blowing us away, so we had to go inside.

Hope tomorrow is beautiful like today, I love watching my kids having so much fun out side.
here are some pics of the day.
thank you Jesus for your gifts.

They got a lot more dirty then the pic's show,

but they took off there cloths, so iam not going to show those ones.

They had so much fun.

What a prefact day !!!!

Wow, was today a great day. Plus 19 i think it was out here. and me and the kids played outside. At first i was baking and making the house even more hotter then what it was before, and Lucious was outside but he just stayed where i could see him. When my cinnamon buns were raising, me and Sibylla went outside to join Lucious. it was fun, the sun was so nice and there was a light warm breeze in the air. It was so lovely. I cleaned out my little garden and played ball with the kids. then my silly Sibylla sticked both her hands in a bucked of moter oil. Its been sitting outside for 2 years and i have been telling Jason to get rid of it, but he never did. so i had to bring sibylla in and wash her up. It didn't come off ever good, but using dish soap helped a lot. then we went back out for just a little, then come in for lunch and then had naps. When we got up we went back outside and Lucious and me were playing baseball and for a 3 year old that hasn't been playing all winter, he did very good. he hit the ball over my head. and sibylla found her self a patch of mud that the ground hogs lift behind, and got her self nice and muddy. then i showed her where the water was and she played in the water. time went by really fast because the next thing i notice is jason coming down the drive way. we are went walking down the drive way, jason wanted to fix it because of all he mud and water, its a really big mess, and Lucious helped dig the mud and sibylla played in it. she sat in the mud and her legs were completely covered in mud and she fall a couple of times too. but our ditch had some water in it and she played in that too. i had to carry her back to the house though. i think she might have gotten to much sun, she doesn't seem to be feeling good. shes crying a lot. But over all it was a Great day, Jason is soon going to BBQ some burgers. sweet!!!

My great day !!!

I had a great day with my kids. they were so good today, well right now lucious is punching me, and iam not liking that. Oh my Goodness, did you know that when your fire alarm goes off, if you dont turn it off right away ( of course meaning your House isnt on fire) that it gets louder and louder. my goodness that was crazy. anyways, i dont know why it would have been such a great day, because i cleaned the enter time. but i had fun doing it. I cleaned my table, witch hasn't been cleaned in months, and i but my table cloth on it witch i haven't put on in over a year. but the kids love it, Lucious thinks its a tent now and plays under the table, he even had lunch under there. we watched very little t.v today witch is not like us at all. we had music on most of the day.

well we were cleaning Sibylla was able to find 2 soothers that have been missing for months. so iam really happy about that. I took apart the top of my stove and clean all the stuff there, so its really pretty now. Then we all went for naps, sibylla always goes down really good, and i lay down with lucious in my bed, and it takes about 15-20mins to get he to fall fully asleep, but today it took over an hour. and he only slept 1 hour. all well. I realized something though when we were laying down. I always loved laying down with lucious for naps, its always funny, at first he always tells me " mom, dont hold me " so i stop holding him. but as he falls asleep, he always says "mom, can you hold me " and i always do. this is really special to me. because he wont always want to snuggle. and i realized that i wont be able to do that with him come augs, because the baby will be here. thinking about it well holding him made me really sad. But time has to change. I'll have God and jason to help me through if iam having a hard time with it.

We just got home now from getting the mail and getting a new broom and some food from the store and of cour es washing the car. the kids are so nosey in the car. Mine and Jason's ears always hurt when were in the car because the kids always sing or "shot" stuff.
Right now Jason is trying to fix our drive way, i dont think its going to work, what ever he trying to do out there. Our drive way is full of water and mud and its just a mess every where. and plus its going to be melting soon so i dont know the point in trying to fix it. all well. its getting dark so iam sure he'll be in soon.
well its 8pm so iam going to be put my kids to bed and go have a nice hot shower. maybe i'll be able to get Jason to join me. :)

5 Kids all at play.

Well today i have my two kids and my sister-in-law's 3 kids are here.
and my house is very small so there isn't alot of room to run around.
but they seemed to have fun anyways. the girls loved playing on the pink
horse we have and the boys were having fun playing wii and playing guns.
(boys lol) we enjoyed pizza pops for lunch, well me and arile had tomato sandwich's.
right now rayray,lucious and arile are outside playing in the snow and making snowman. and kahlan is playing in the living room and my poor sibylla is standing on a chair watching out the window at the other kids outside. next year she should be able to go outside with them without me. rayray is trying to be a big helper today. she wants to wash my dish's but i dont know, i dont want her to break anything and iam not sure if they would come out clean. I dont even like Jason washing the dishs. anyways i thought this day would be hard and loud and just to much for me, but it turned out to be a great day. the kids were great.



ALL 5 OF THEM.


RAYRAY AND SIBYLLA ROCKING.

YES, THAT WOULD BE SIBYLLA'S SMILE. SHE LOVES TAKING PICTURES.



the kids making a snow man.