The books i read.

I love to read. i never use to until...last year, and since then i have gone book happy and read over 15 books in one year. I love novels that hold you on the end of your set....well most of the time i do. there is one book i read that did put me at the end on my set but it was very dark. Ted Dekker, is one of my favorite author's and he is really good at telling the story, but he wrote a book called Adam, and that is the dark book i had talked about. I read it in 2-3 days, and i felt really weird after finishing Reading it. But i love some of his other books. like the lost books ( 4 books all together) very good. and iam looking forward to reading his newest book Boneman's daughters. Right now iam reading angela hunt's books. she is very good story teller as well, just her books are more about the heart matters and Ted dekker is a hold your breath kinda author.

I have read Angela's book unspoken, very very good. it made me cry. and no book has ever made me cry. I read that in 1 week. right now iam reading another one of her books, that iam finding it very hard to read . The pearl. This woman loses her 5 year old son in an accented and shes telling the story, when there at the funalr and how she is acting...every time i stop reading, and i put my book down. i think about my sweet little boy, and i have a mind that wonders sooo much, and i start thinking about , what if that would happened to my Lucious. i started crying my eyes out thinking, at Lucious funeral all i could say is how every day he would pray that Jesus would play transforms with him, and that he would be having the time of his life with Jesus playing his games with him. i cred so much that i went and claimed in bed with him and held him. Praying that i dont lose my son. I think iam going to hold off on reading anymore of that book and go get another one. witch is fine...Angela Hunt has a lot of books out.

anywho....until next time.

Why i hate winter in manitoba.

LOL ok so today there is a big winters Storm out and the road are cove rd in ice and then snow dreafs on top of that. and you cant see were your going because its its all WHITE OUT.

we tryed to go to winnipeg today but had to turn around. yesterday we had no snow, only grass. it was so nice to look at and feel that spring is Finley here. then we wake up to 4 inch of snow EVERYWHERE. iam sitting at my table on facebook and i look out my window that faces the hwy and i see a van with the 4 ways on and iam think all the ice and snow on the road, and the big ditch's on either side are full to the top with water, flowing very fast. i start to think that we should go help. but i cant because i dont have my full license , so i go to ask jason to help them because i can see people walking around the van. and he wont get out of bed. what is with men. why can't they help people in need. iam 5 1/2 months pregnant and i wanted to go help them. its makes me mad. and he gets mad at me for always wanting to help people.

all well, no use me bitching about it, God will just have to work on him.

anyways. it looks as though we will be stuck at home for a few days. hope it all goes good.

My high and low of the day.

OK today has been and on /off kinda day.
the day started off ok, besides the rain and gray sky.
but then Jason called and said he was coming home because he
is sick. so he comes home but first he goes and gets the internet for our
laptop. having internet is nice to have but its kinda slow. and i still haven't heard
from my brother about his ex girlfriends ultrasound. so i feel left in the dark abot all that.
then we go to town because neither me or Jason wants to make dinner so we go out again to
spent money on food. I think it hasn't been such a bad day. i think its my body reacting to the kinda day it is out side. on cloudy rainy days i feel so blah and bummed out. and its going to be like this all week. my goodness. OH and a really good thing that happened today was that jason got a great new job.. closer to home. in morris so more then likely we will move to morris next summer. so that was my day. i hope that tomorrow is better.
from heather

My ultrasound....

Today i had my ultrasound to see my 3rd child. He/She was so little and moved a lot, and my due date got moved up too, it was aug 3 and now its aug 5, lol 2 days. but i still hope that i have it on the 3rd. I couldn't fine out the sex but even if they were allowed to tell me, the baby wouldnt let them. He/her legs were crossed and tucked under her/his bum and the hands were hiding that area and the embila cord was all wrapped around there too. so it was just a big mess down there.
but its ok, it want to be surprise. these are the names i like, for a boy i like Ezra. for a girl i love the name Evolet or Annaka. but the only things is that jason dosen't like any of those but, will see about that after all the pushing and yelling. i'll get my way.lol

Its also my birthday. iam 21 now. sooo old. lol. iam on the 4th day of celebrating and i think that iam good now for another 2 years. This is the stuff i got for my birthday....my mom : new keen shoes. very nice ones. and a big red casserole dish. Jason's parents got me a $30 for hulls.
Frank got me a big fluffy pillow. and jason and the kids got me a card....of a big fat cow with whole on it. just think of the ace i gave jason. big fat cow. are you trying to tell me something. lol
but iam still hoping that he gets me ballet ticktes. well see.
anyways, till next time.
from Heather

Having another baby !!!!

WOW. i haven't blogged in so long. i have been sick with MORNING SICKNESS. crazy. me and jason are having another baby. this will make 3. and again WOW. we were only planing to have 2 children because of how unbelievably sick i get when iam pregnant. But God works in his ways and he has other plans for us. so he blessed us with this soon to be baby, and on top of it, IAM NOT THAT SICK. praise Jesus. My pills i take for the sickness work this time. witch iam so happy about. so iam due Aug 3 2009. and my sister in law is also pregnant and she is due July 15 2009 so we are going to have babies so close together. That i think it so cool how God planed this. GOD IS SOOOOO GOOD !!!

Sibylla's 1st Bithday

Wow. i can't believe that my baby is one. its so crazy. i can still remember bring her home like i was yesturday.lol....she's so big and walking. i just can't wrap my mind around it.

this it the gift my dad got her,to

little dolls.she loves them. she was

so happy when she opened them.

then we had a party at my moms place and there was the whole family there. she loved the balloon's.and playing with her brother and cousins

the pink and purple horse

she got from my two brothers

she loves it. look at that face. lol

her cake wasn't the best but she seemed to like it. she made such a mess all over her self we had to give her a bath after words. but that was ok too because she love to have baths.

Then the next day we had another party at jason's parents place. and wow that was a busy day. and there was so many people there. she got this blowing balls toy. she loved it. so did lucious.( he thinks its his)

A painful good-bye

About 3 weeks ago, my grandma passed away. she was 79 years old and she die of a heart attack.

she had the best laugh ever. i think it was because she was French. lol. When my dad called me and told me that she had died, i cry so much. it was so painful. and so much guilt come over me. see i haven't seen my grandma in 2 years. she hasn't even meet my 1 year old girl. I couldn't wrap my mind around that she died with out seeing her. i always wanted to go and see her. It hurt very much. i hope that she never thought that i didn't love her. i couldn't handle it if that's what she thought why i wasn't coming by. At the funeral we all come together as a family. it was really nice. My grandma's sister was there. and they look the same. it was like, my grandma was there, looking at her. i wanted so badly to through my arms around her and tell her how sorry i am. But i am happy that she is with Jesus now. free from pain. and with her hubby. my grandpa died in 2001. so she's been waiting 8 years to see him again. so i am very happy that there together again. i cant wait till i go home to, and i can see them. it well be nice.

Love you grandma and grandpa